Reflection

1到10=我和你!

Didn't get to blog when sch just started... it has been more than a week now. well, i had a great b'day celebration this year. but blogger didn't seem to be working out well that time so didn't manage to write. haiz well, uni life is not as mundane as i had thought. i'm pretty enjoying the pace of study at this stage now. thou on certain days i hardly have any break at all. but expecting more tutorials and pbl researchs will kick soon and i can only start pumping myself with more oil... Jiayou! =)

I found myself withdrawing from social activities more than i had expected. besides not joining co again, i went for the nus red cross chapter for interview, passed it, but in the end i gave up my membership. i know it could be a good experience for me, and i know i'll learn lots of new things and gain alot of insights from there. but i'm really scared of committment for now.

I'm even beginning to doubt whether i could make it. i have friends who feel the same, i'm not the only one. with lessons starting as early as 8am, it's not only just tiring to travel so far and so long from home. even if i leave my home latest by 630, i could barely reach lesson on time. i really hate this... terribly.

Hmm i realised for many tutorials we have... our tutors keep asking why we wanted to join nursing. Many of us gave different reasons, but some are the same. For the simple dreams we have, we come from all walks of life and are fated to meet here to learn nursing together. i'm glad i know a lot of friends from my course now. i think we have the same connection, the same bond, that brought us all here together. haha i feel it this way.

Sometimes, or maybe quite often, we do not come to an agreement. there are times i asked myself what can i do about it... how can i ever meet all the demands? i'm just a girl. sometimes i dun mind being inside a closed shell... at least i dun have to express or show how i feel. i'd rather keep my feelings in my own world of black and white. at least it's plain enough for me to understand. i'm tired... shall stop here now.